One Day soon

One day ill get the guts to lay it all out on the line. One day ill have the guts to tell you how much I miss you when im not with you but sometimes when im with you I wonder why I missed you in the first place. One day ill have the guts to tell you that I love you not although im not in love with you. One day ill have the guts to tell you that every time I send a text, call, or are on my way to see you I get butterflies in my stomach. One day ill have the guts to tell you how much I hate you. One day ill have the guts to tell you that I like when you kiss me, hug me, and sex me and that you don't do it nearly enough. One day ill have the guts to tell you that there’s no better place to be than in yours arms, the one that I adore. One day ill have the guts to tell you that I like to make you smile and seeing you happy makes me smile. One day ill have the guts to tell you that it kills me that I don’t know how you feel. One day ill have the guts to tell you about yourself. One day ill have the guts to tell you that I have the hardest time speaking my mind when it comes to you. One day ill have the guts to tell you that at times your intimidating to me. One day ill have the guts to tell you that your updated statuses do briefly upset me at times. One day ill be able to confront you on our plans for the future. One day ill have the guts to tell you that id wish you’d open up to me. One day ill have the guts to let it go and accept that what is meant to be will be. That one day I hope that day comes soon…

-Mcgee