Have you every wondered what it would happen if you got a chance to talk to someone you ended a relationship and finally get some answers, esp. If the breakup wasn't amicable? Well I did :
Over the weekend I had the chance to catch up with an old flame of mine (lol I sound old saying that). After a couple of dates and 'that thing' we stopped talking. Well actually it ended with a big disagreement, I was supposed to come over to his new place and we were going to just have a stay in and watch movies type of night. I had purchased a house warming gift for him and everything. Then he asks me to go get him a cigar casing, which would be used for his expendable habit. He knew I wasn't a fan of that form of a pass-time. I refused to go get it and he did not pick up my call when I called back to get the gate code. Ewwww cold blooded. I was pissed but I got over him and moved on to the next.
Flash foward to our recent meeting. This fool hits me up because he wants to hang, a year has gone by since that cold day, so I oblige why because he's treating and he was fine as ooohh wee. We talk about what was and I remind him that he played me he gave me this long sob story about how he was going through things, he wasn't ready for anything serious and blah blah blah. Then I reminded him that no that wasn't it he blew me off for mary-jane. He laughed and said "oh yeah, that's because you couldn't accept me for who I am." I wanted to punch him, I told him he was contradicting himself because that meant he didn't accept me for who I was considering mary-jane and I didn't hang out. Ugh it was childish, he just ended up apologizing and got down to the truth of it all. He lost interest because I wore make-up. He "hated" girls who wore it, he was a fan of the au natural look. I laughed at that, here I am thinking that a little tap here and there enhanced my beauty but in his eyes it hid it.
The truth shall set you free...I closed that chapter and left a stain with my lipstick.
-Beanz
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