The more I continue to pray about my situation the more I am starting to grasp *sigh* that either I have to wait or it isn't for me to have... My heart hurts and some days are good and other days are hard as I come to the realization that I should move on or at least date other people... its really hard but I want to be happy and he's not necessarily doing it... I get sad or sometimes angry when I look at my phone only to see the person that bbm'd me, text me, or even called me wasn't him... sad I know but im a ready and willing participant to go out and try to meet other people to get my mind off him and possibly move on completely... I guess only time will tell... baby steps, gotta crawl before you can walk :-)
PS. I went on my first date since January last night! A HUGE step for me, HUGE!
-Mcgee
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