Time and Time again

Im unsure of how i really feel many emotions and every day i seem to feel a different way or have a different outlook. I cannot tell if it's real or complete game. My ex said and did things that he says but slightly different. I do not want to relive it again, it's a situation Im most definitely trying to not be in again. I feel like the odds are in my favor and that once again i will not get what I want... so do I back away from the situation or do me and continue. the time, energy, and money i invested over 8 months for it to only be a learning experience is a lot to bear AGAIN. Ive got to find a away to get out of this little rut. I wish I could be with the person I want at the moment.... I know im not the only one who feels this way... Happy Memorial Day *deuces*

-McGee