One last chance

This is a convo I had with someone who lived in Maryland that I once talked to/dated until he lied and I went through a big fiasco. Now nearly 2 years later he realized the person I was and this is what he had to say:

Him:
Sooooo..........did you just ex me out your life when you deleted the number w/o calling by chance? And answer honestly>:(

Me:
after the episode wit your girlfriend I really felt like you lied to me when you didn't have too an it really really really hurt my feelings because you were someone I wanted to be with and I was even honestly considering moving up there to finish school and to see if things could work... i did delete your number but I had it memorized. I had to get over it. but I don't know it anymore...

Him:
So were you trying to forget me? I'm sorry about how it turned out too. I cant apologize enough. Karma had served me well and I've learned some different "lesson" i guess you could say. Really wish it didn't turn out the way it did despite it being my fault. I've thought about you plenty and figured i needed to forget as well. Guess i just needed to hear you say it. Don't suppose that were the case?
Sooooo.......I'm assuming you're saying you're over us?

Me:
sorry but yes

Him:
oh

well okay

Me:
what is it that you like about me?

Him:
Your dedication to life, willingness to work for what you want, the focus you possess, your heart and kindness, and your naturally willing to give w/o really asking for receipt of something

And of course these things outside of just how cute you are;-)

Me:
my feelings are gone because of the end result

Me:
why did you lie?

Him:
fear of giving you the truth to mess up something i enjoyed. And i was even scared of that b/c i wasn't really too sure if it were genuine being as good as it was. Never very trusting of something so good in life until the end when its no more

I think its always been one of my downfalls. Really realizing something when its too late

You suuuuuuure you erased aaaaall of your feelings for me? O:)

Me:
yes


-Mcgee