Monday, March 15, 2010

I CANNOT

Despite it all... I feel like my worst of this escapade is nearing and I do not want it too... I just have this "feeling" I wish would go away so that everything would be ok just how I want it... Lord Please I have been terribly emotional these past 3 days and I think it's because of "that time of the month" or at least I hope so cause my emotions are out of control out of control. I don't wanna catch serious feelings but over the weekend and the few incidents that happened I see it happening... I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT let this happen right now. Its been 6 months and Im hoping I can just put my feelings on hold or turn it off before they advance... I do not want to get hurt I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT let that happen.It scares me. Hell relationships scare me now I think about it... Maybe this isn't what I want after all...

-McGee

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