They'll Never Know

Sooooooo... Slowly I see a change within myself. Letting go and accepting certain situations that arise are starting to become easier. Although I do still get angry and upset when things suddenly end without any warning... or somethin out of the ordinary happens that I just don't understand... I am a person who needs closure, that and I am a person who is always tryin to figure out why people do the things they do... It can be irritating but the minds of people intrigue me... I value my friendships almost at the level that I do my family. I do not date much and there are very few guys that I like and that can actually keep my attention... and those who do are the guys who often have alternative motives and our "fling" never lasts long... *sigh* I can stand not being intimiate with a person but its another thing to stop talking altogether. Im not one to be attached sexually but mentally (friendship) that's what bothers/hurts me the most when the "fling" is over... but they'll never know that cause you should never let them see you sweat! Thank goodness for my blog. With that said *deuces* everyone. Happy Holidays

*McGee*