I've been battling these thoughts for a while now... ever now and then I find myself regressing into daydreams about my wedding and having a child...and then when I snap back into reality...my reality that is....I shudder at the thoughts...now don't get me wrong I want to get married and enjoy my first bundle of joy...bur I start to think..these thoughts are quite unrealistic for myself...I am I really ready for such commitments? I mean how will I know...I guess my maternal clock isn't ticking just yet and the wedding bells aren't tolling loud enough for me to hear...its like sometimes I feel like I want meet him fall in love and get married but then I start to think about other guys...lol....and how good they look too..but then again...ughhhhh...I'm tired...lol
Beanz..
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