And it has been done...the last post I wasn't happy...I wasn't that I was unhappy...it was moreso me just being there...not living it and not loving it. It took another man's advice for me to realize that where I was lacking is what I was trying to fill with this guy that loved me enough to make it feel like there wasn't a void. I couldn't allow myself to fall into that abyss of despair, that many women fall into. I want to know what real love is like what it feels like when you can't imagine being without the other...yeah I know that it won't be perfect...its not supposed to be..but it should be close. One day it will come and it will be right and I can't wait until it does...I will continue to be hopefully..
Beanz
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