Problem Child

I think I have a problem. You know how all women anxiously await Mr.Right? You know how every woman wants something like Barack Obama? You know well-educated, stong, caring, with a genorous amount of swag (ugh that damn term)..I feel as though I'm stunted. Yes I want those things and more..I have a list..but when I'm presented with such a man or men...who match my list requirements..I'm become disinterested. I wonder whats wrong with me? Why isn't the fire raging inside of me? Does this mean I'm destined to be single forever because I chase what I can't have? I've also felt that maybe I'm not woman enough for certain men that have rejected me, could that be the case, I mean in regards to the men I couldn't have but wanted to have. One man told me "Oh your're such a good girl, I couldn't defile you with my ways, I'm just not a good enough man." But then again he told me: "I'm waiting for the woman that I will be consumed by, right now women are simply a game to me." So I felt like hmmm soo your saying that, I just didn't light your fire? So then it makes me wonder why didn't I? But then in the same week another man can profess his love for me and all the reasons why. This love game is funni to me! I know what I need but would perfer what I want. But don't i deserve to be passionately in love? I don't want to be with a man just because he is "GOOD" for me...I want him to be good for me..Like I am for him and also lights my passion... The hunt continues... I'm in class sooo I'll go into detail later..Beanz